At night deep in her ocean of emotions – she cried, I pulled her out of bed and said – let’s go to the sea, we walked fast as if they found a cure for love and they were giving it for free. We set down on the sand and listened to the waves…
She: do you understand?
Me: once I understand I will cease to exist…
She: as far as I am concerned you understand…
Me: so…I guess it’s time for me to go
She: stop! that’s not what I meant, I was just giving you a compliment.
The waves they were calling us to get in, the water was warm and I held her hand, romantic we were, but as I looked into the horizon I could read the words THE END setting into the water.
She: now dive into the water with your eyes open
Me: NO, but if you go first I will follow…
She: NO you go first!
Me: together?
She: OK
I counted 1,2,3 we dived into the salty water, I saw her silhouette going up and followed.
She: now look at me what do you see?
Me: I see you
She: how do I look?
Me: blurry
She: how does it feel?
Me: it burns
She: do you want this?
Me: NO darling I don’t! Now look at me, what do you see?
She: I see you very clearly…
Me: how does it feel?
She: it feels right and it doesn’t burn
Me: do you want this?
She: I want you but I am scared…
Me: If you want me you need to start telling the truth.
she started crying insulted in salted…
Me: baby don’t cry over me, once you wash away the salt you wash away my memory.
I walked out of the sea and never looked back, when I set down to write I had to look back, so I am looking back right now, as I left she never followed me, I remembered all the girls that never followed me and I could understand.
Rambo: even if you don’t visit the sea this summer, I know it is there waiting for you…
The sand, the waves, the salt, the ocean, emotions, motions, my love, the truth The End.
You can read part I of this story here trust me it is worth it!
July 4, 2007 at 11:08 am |
That’s sad…
I would have followed you…
July 4, 2007 at 8:02 pm |
They found a cure for love I met her last night…
I’ll be back next Thursday can’t say much right now…but the plan is to get back alive, worked last time, in God I trust.
July 4, 2007 at 8:43 pm |
Take care of yourself. I’ll be thinking about you and pray that you’ll come back in one piece.